After weeks of talking to trusted friends, we ended up on a swinger's site and found many eager seekers.
Immediately, my husband became way more interested in sex with me.
One client expressed his feelings about being in such a relationship with particular eloquence: "I never would have dreamed that my beautiful, church-going, subservient wife of more than 25 years would call my bluff and be excited about my cuckolding fantasy.
Yes, she is church-going and PTA-attending, a doting soccer mom, educated, professional, worldly, and the sweet and innocent lady next door who no one would never suspect had a deep craving to experience new, different, and varied sexual experiences with other men of all ages.
Photographer: Barbara Nitke I believe it's safe to say that all married women have fantasized, at least once, about having sex with another partner during their healthy, happy, and loving marriage.
Her fantasy may be a secret affair with a celebrity, someone at the office, or perhaps just a sexy and willing figment of her imagination.
At first I absolutely loved it, although I was curious about why this turned him on so much.
When I asked him, he explained, "I think it's because I always felt a lot of rejection from girls as a young man and even as I got older.
The word "cuckold" derives from the name of the cuckoo bird, which has a habit of laying its eggs in other birds' nests.I am able to go through the motions and act like I love it.I have yet to achieve an orgasm during sex with someone else.I worry that the women I have close relationships with might leave me for other men, and acting it out in a controlled environment actually makes me feel safe." He knows I would never leave him, but he likes to imagine that I'm a dirty girl who likes to have sex all the time with strangers behind his back.He even likes it when I sext with guys while we're having sex together so he can read it. I have done this a few times for him now, and I've found that I do not physically or emotionally enjoy the sex with other men.Then, out of nowhere, he told me one day that he wanted to catch me in the act of having sex with another man. Although I have zero sexual attraction to other men, I agreed to try it out.